Missing my college days

I have grown quite fond of blogging these days.I haven't written a single thing for about a month and now I have had five blog entries over past ten days or so.With friends busy elsewhere blogging has made my 'job' of killing time a bit easy. I have been going through a phase of 'micro planning' these days.For the uninitiated its a term coined by the great Nettur.Its like,okk,so now, I have brushed my teeth what's next..okk next I need to take a bath..next I need to put on some clothes...next I have to eat lunch....and it goes on like that.

Today around 6 in the morning we were sitting there at Abbas and we saw kids going to school in some overcrowded rickshaws.These kids don't have to microplan.They wake up in the morning knowing they have to take a bath,brush teeth,have breakfast,get ready and go to school.The problem is that I have got too many options.I may or not eat,I may or may not sleep etc.So I don't know what to do next.

I see my batch mates and somehow I feel they are here for a purpose.Even in a 'bakar' session people talk about economic recession and stuff.I am no different from them considering that our sole purpose in here is to get a good placement(though the definition of 'good' may vary}.But the matter of fact is that I miss those unending 'bhaat mara'(fruitless chatting sessions) of engineering days.I miss those numerous fights I had with friends.I miss those nights of frustration and those days of joy.I remember getting angry with people and I remember actually liking people.

Its been almost a year in here and I have never had a fight(you see we are into professional networking...whatever that shit is).I don't feel frustrated or sad any more.I felt a bit lonely over the past few days but am sure that's just temporary.May be I have become matured enough to understand certain things,to accept things as they are and go about doing things that are required of me :-)

What I make of the people around

Finally I am able to get a topic for my post :-)..I see people faking a lot..mostly not intended towards harming others.But its just that they pretend to be in a state in which they would 'like' to be.Trivial matters like putting up a busy tag on their chat window even when they are eagerly waiting for someone to ping them.Its because they want to show that they are busy.People write things in their 'about me' which even the author himself finds it difficult to comprehend.They think it adds depth to their character.Some like to be tagged confused as it gives them the excuse to do certain things.Again there are others who wears an assured look even when he is a truely confused soul.Most of these pretensions,I feel,are done subconsciously.But the point is that it makes things hell lot complicated.It would have been a lot simpler had we said what's in our mind,behaved exactly the way we feel like.Why can't we just accept the life god has given us ??You don't care about that street beggar..so be it.Why would you want to show that you care??In trying to portray ourselves as that ideal(whatever the concept of'ideal' is) man/woman we tend to mistreat our real selves.
Just two more lines off the context..we generally criticize when we see something bad.But do we praise with the same enthusiasm when we see something good ?? Everyday we get to hear things like the world has become a bad place to live in,there is too much hatred etc.I fail to agree to this notion.Nobody wants to harm others.Its just that he wants his own good.There's too much love as compared to hatred and its there for all to see.We just need to be a bit forgiving,a bit considerate and a bit more honest.:-)

My third post :P

Still not able to find a topic for my post...End of yet another dull day...or a rather bad day.Raikkonen loses out in F1,ManU loses in FA semis and KKR loses their first match of IPL2.I don't know when this mechanical problems of ferrari will be solved...after first three races of the season Raikkonen and Ferrari are yet to open their account !! I can't understand what Ferguson was thinking when he rested 8 of his first team players!! Did he think that his second string side would blow away the sixth placed team in EPL?? Or did he feel that FA cup was not worth winning! If that is the case he shouldn't have troubled himself and his players to come this far.And the less is said about KKR the better.It seems they haven't learnt anything from last year's debacle.Can somebody explain to me what is Akash Chopra doing in T20!!Agarkar still manages to find a place in the team.Since Ganguly is not at helm anymore the only person responsible for helping Agarkar find a place consistently has to be Buchanan.
Just a couple of things I want to share(or rather ask)is do people tend to get wiser at night ?? I do not know whether its true or not but it seems that I think better at night.Certain clutters in the head are removed and I am able to see things in brighter light.Could be an illusion.Or could it be like this is the only time of the day when I am far away from the mad rush.
I grew up knowing "Early to bed and early to rise,makes a person healthy,wealthy and wise".I guess as far as I am concerned it should be like"Late to bed and late to rise,makes me unhealthy,unwealthy BUT wise".Cheers :-)

My second post

Continuing with my last post, these lazy days are killing me. Barring the past week or two I had been pretty busy. I managed to stay out of certain things as I tried propel my career to greater heights. But now, as I have ample time to do all sorts of nonsense stuff, I reflect upon my past. Quite a few good and a couple of bad memories come to fore. But the disturbing thing is that both of them give me a negative feeling. I feel bad when I think those good days are over and it won’t ever be same as before. Worse still, I ponder over the bad memories and try to figure out what went wrong. And the worst part of it is that rarely I find someone else other than me to blame. I have been inconsiderate at times may be to the extent of being selfish. But the point is that I have been inconsiderate in matters where I could have ill afforded to consider. When an artist is creating a masterpiece he would care little about rest of the world. The point I am trying to make is that when you are deeply into something you tend to turn a blind eye to what other people think etc. I think something on those lines can, well not justify, but explain, why I have been inconsiderate at times. Well enough of blabbering for now. Soon I will be back with lots more of gibberish. Till then keep smiling :-)

My first post

Its been almost a month since I became a registered user of the blogging community. But a person of limited literary skills like me rarely found something, important enough, to be written about in a blog. Even today I write my first post,the reason being I am getting bored to death.For the past seven days its been only games & movies and no work for me.As the devil's workshop runs at full load I engage myself in all sorts of meaningless stuff.Its hard to understand because as a student in one of the premier B-schools,I am supposed to be up and running all the time.But over the past week or two I found plenty of time to relax.In fact its been so relaxing that I have to cut my hand and see the blood come out to know that I am still alive.Well,this is all that I can gather write now.Its just that I passed on some of my boredom to fellow bloggers. :-)