My second post

Continuing with my last post, these lazy days are killing me. Barring the past week or two I had been pretty busy. I managed to stay out of certain things as I tried propel my career to greater heights. But now, as I have ample time to do all sorts of nonsense stuff, I reflect upon my past. Quite a few good and a couple of bad memories come to fore. But the disturbing thing is that both of them give me a negative feeling. I feel bad when I think those good days are over and it won’t ever be same as before. Worse still, I ponder over the bad memories and try to figure out what went wrong. And the worst part of it is that rarely I find someone else other than me to blame. I have been inconsiderate at times may be to the extent of being selfish. But the point is that I have been inconsiderate in matters where I could have ill afforded to consider. When an artist is creating a masterpiece he would care little about rest of the world. The point I am trying to make is that when you are deeply into something you tend to turn a blind eye to what other people think etc. I think something on those lines can, well not justify, but explain, why I have been inconsiderate at times. Well enough of blabbering for now. Soon I will be back with lots more of gibberish. Till then keep smiling :-)