Missing my college days

I have grown quite fond of blogging these days.I haven't written a single thing for about a month and now I have had five blog entries over past ten days or so.With friends busy elsewhere blogging has made my 'job' of killing time a bit easy. I have been going through a phase of 'micro planning' these days.For the uninitiated its a term coined by the great Nettur.Its like,okk,so now, I have brushed my teeth what's next..okk next I need to take a bath..next I need to put on some clothes...next I have to eat lunch....and it goes on like that.

Today around 6 in the morning we were sitting there at Abbas and we saw kids going to school in some overcrowded rickshaws.These kids don't have to microplan.They wake up in the morning knowing they have to take a bath,brush teeth,have breakfast,get ready and go to school.The problem is that I have got too many options.I may or not eat,I may or may not sleep etc.So I don't know what to do next.

I see my batch mates and somehow I feel they are here for a purpose.Even in a 'bakar' session people talk about economic recession and stuff.I am no different from them considering that our sole purpose in here is to get a good placement(though the definition of 'good' may vary}.But the matter of fact is that I miss those unending 'bhaat mara'(fruitless chatting sessions) of engineering days.I miss those numerous fights I had with friends.I miss those nights of frustration and those days of joy.I remember getting angry with people and I remember actually liking people.

Its been almost a year in here and I have never had a fight(you see we are into professional networking...whatever that shit is).I don't feel frustrated or sad any more.I felt a bit lonely over the past few days but am sure that's just temporary.May be I have become matured enough to understand certain things,to accept things as they are and go about doing things that are required of me :-)